Sunday, October 16, 2011

Beauty and my Beast.


There is always two sides to every story. 
But the catch to this story... is both sides are from me.


It started when I was young,

 I heard the whispers of loud lying lips from others older than myself and how no matter how hard I would never be truly be the elegant beauty that I desired to grow into.


Never acknowledging the poison that was slowly creeping into my mind.
Until I had let that poison infect every part of my mind.


I was entertaining my BEAST.





After leaving the beast in my mind for so long...
The battle raged inside me.


The beast was all the emotions inside myself that I've been carrying around and was tunnel of lie built on lie.


Who am I becoming? What is true beauty? 




It was finally revealed to me that...

You are not beautiful by what is on the outside because you were created to be different then everyone else. What truly matters is what is on the inside. Things from the outside always absconds fleetingly. But beauty from your actions and your words have effect forever.






Now I must kill the beast and let the beauty be free that comes from the ONE who loves me the most.


It's an everyday choice
 and is it easy?


NO, but it's worth it.


Now, I'm renewing my mind to what the Creator thinks I am, sets me free from the lies and the battle within myself.


Being free from that bondage is the loveliest joy that anyone can feel.


Slowly, I am becoming the beauty I have longed to be and you can have it too....


If you want it.



"You are altogether beautiful, my love; there is no flaw in you."
-Song of Solomon 4:7


 "Let your adorning be the hidden person of the heart with the imperishable beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which in God’s sight is very precious."
-1 Peter 3:3-4


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