Beauty and my Beast.

There is always two sides to every story. 

But the catch to this story... is both sides are from me.

It started when I was young,

 I heard the whispers of loud lying lips from others older than myself and how no matter how hard I would never be truly be the elegant beauty that I desired to grow into.


Never acknowledging the poison that was slowly creeping into my mind.
Until I had let that poison infect every part of my mind.


I was entertaining my BEAST.

After leaving the beast in my mind for so long...

The battle raged inside me.


The beast was all the emotions inside myself that I've been carrying around and was tunnel of lie built on lie.


Who am I becoming? What is true beauty? 

It was finally revealed to me that...

You are not beautiful by what is on the outside because you were created to be different then everyone else. What truly matters is what is on the inside. Things from the outside always absconds fleetingly. But beauty from your actions and your words have effect forever.

Now I must kill the beast and let the beauty be free that comes from the ONE who loves me the most.


It's an everyday choice
 and is it easy?


NO, but it's worth it.


Now, I'm renewing my mind to what the Creator thinks I am, sets me free from the lies and the battle within myself.


Being free from that bondage is the loveliest joy that anyone can feel.


Slowly, I am becoming the beauty I have longed to be and you can have it too....


If you want it.

"You are altogether beautiful, my love; there is no flaw in you."

-Song of Solomon 4:7

 "Let your adorning be the hidden person of the heart with the imperishable beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which in God’s sight is very precious."
-1 Peter 3:3-4


BLOGYALATER- ashnmaggard

Dream Utopia.

Most good ideas die.

Happy thought isn't it?

God has given each of us creativity and we let others influence our ideas... 

One on the greatest tragedies you could ever experience would to let your God-given dreams and allow the fire in your heart to go out.

To do that is the same as letting go of your  of your special individuality, your divine call, and your God-given gifting.

Maybe, It's because you don't want to be weird or a freak.

FYI... you are different from everyone else and your dream will be as different as you are...

You are called to be the person God created you to be. 

Pray to find your plan and purpose... the follow it to your divine destiny

Regardless of the cost.

Also, don't let friends, family or anyone smash your dreams.

But you can do it.

"And they replied, “We both had dreams last night,
but no one can tell us what they mean.”
“Interpreting dreams is God’s business,” Joseph replied.
“Go ahead and tell me your dreams"
-Genesis 40:8

Blog ya later, ashnmaggard